.
As I write this, in between these soft foolish tears and the giggles in mockery of my own mistakes, I realize I fucked myself over. Hard. I invested my hopes in the Tomorrow I became so confident in, but forgot that it was the one thing I told myself to never do. And now, I feel the reasons why I was so against it in the first place. I feel the disappointment of having to accept that all you’ve ever believed in, all you wanted, was a falsified fairy tale version of what it really is. I feel my heart shake in the utter reluctance to admit to my own pain. The sad part is, I’m not surprised. As genuinely as I felt for it, as right as it seemed, I already saw it coming and I guess the only thing left is to take it in. All of it. I haven’t felt this lost or disconnected from my own sight in a while so this distance is only necessary on my part. Trust that I’ll be back when I can, I just don’t know when.
Source: she-whispers
60 Notes/ Hide
-
ithinkimhuman reblogged this from she-whispers
-
daydreamerstatus liked this
-
4567898765 liked this
-
huyennie reblogged this from she-whispers
-
cottondoll1o1 liked this
-
princessjoanne liked this
-
remini-scencee reblogged this from she-whispers
-
hell0andreas reblogged this from she-whispers
-
tiffanynguyeeen liked this
-
zaynamaranan reblogged this from cqhoang
-
cqhoang reblogged this from hell0andreas
-
x-phanamic liked this
-
magniloquently liked this
-
maarlieghs liked this
-
holarobert liked this
-
ddiggs reblogged this from hell0andreas
-
kateeisgr8 liked this
-
uhhlivya liked this
-
natilela liked this
-
iamkkatie liked this
-
lizetteangeli liked this
-
cheyanneashley reblogged this from hell0andreas
-
robinthehood reblogged this from hell0andreas
-
xjmj liked this
-
mackdaddykai liked this
-
ifyoualynna reblogged this from she-whispers
-
manlimbo liked this
-
166847003 liked this
-
sunsetuprise liked this
-
ohhaiikathy liked this
-
remini-scencee liked this
-
dianaxl0vee liked this
-
huyennie liked this
-
sarahlies reblogged this from she-whispers
-
boywandering liked this
-
liindaaduoong liked this
-
cancer-cures-smoking liked this
-
veiledwavpv liked this
-
nants-pants liked this
-
onlyicanc liked this
-
ohshesmiles liked this
-
taaaymoney liked this
-
ginav liked this
-
foreverdaydreamer said:
that shit sucks. :/ sending you good vibes & hoping for the best<3
-
woventogether liked this
-
foreverdaydreamer liked this
- Show more notes