vociferousraconteur:

This is all I want. You in bed with me, under the sheets, in your cute little shorts, your hair smelling so good, your body feeling so soft. You here with me, in my arms, or me in yours, with nothing on our minds. This is the only thing I want to happen. I wish and wish and wish that the world would fade away and all our worries would disappear and this would go on forever.

Hi :)

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Feelings are like black holes. And black holes are called black holes for a reason. Black holes are black – dark, deep and wide; holes –it’s open and just waiting for you to fall inside it. It will suck you and spit you –empty. That’s why it is important that you not fall on these feelings – these black holes. Sadness will turn to loneliness then turn to grief and then regret and then the worst part, the dead end –hatred. You’ll hate the people whom you thought wasn’t around in the time of your need. You’ll hurt your friends and your family. But did you ever took the time to ask yourself, ‘’did I ask them?’’. You’re aware that you’re lost. And my questions to you now, ‘’did you let them find you?’’, ”did you even let yourself find you?’’,

”Where are you really?’’

SO FAR, SO GOOD.

Yesterday, I got the last stock of Harry Potter Film Wizardry <3 Best-gift-no-one-has-given-me. I had a date with Jumie but we saw Dong, Allen and Loye while we were at Happy Lemon (dammit they still dont have my Oreo Cookies ‘n Cream :| )

I also bought a gift for my Kuya. And eff, I don’t know how to give it to him without the awkward turtleee.

Then, without plans, we tag along to Ayala Triangle. Ohmay. That was the definition of Christmas, I must say. The lighttttssssss. Ayala, please do that again next time. I’ll bring my future boyfriend there :”> <3

(c) Loye Clamor

And theeeen, at 3am, I got a drunk call. From my Mom :| Eh, what a way to start Christmas. *tear* But yeah, we had a talk. I love you Mami :’) After that, I attended the last simbang gabi. Puto bumbong and Bibingka! With Lugaw! Then, sleeeeeeep! And I woke up and found the house empty. Oh well, there’s suman on ze table. Me lovey :”>

Merry Christmas Everyone! :)

Actually I’m not fine, I’m not okay. But it’s fine, it’s okay ;)

I don’t have access on my Facebook account… Charot. Di ko lang binubuksan. Bale Twitter at Tumblr lang. Tas yung isang blog. Tas y8 at Lumosity. HAHA! Di nako nag iinternet gano, actually. Papahinga. Kala mo may malubhang sakit e no. Haha. So ATM, I have a little less than 200 unread messages on my phone. So pag namatay na sa mga kakilala ko, sarreh kung di ako nakapunta sa burol mo. Kung may nanalo na ng lotto, next time ko na kukunin yung balato ko. Kung nagtext yung crush ko at inaaya akong magpakasal, don’t worry babe, hindi tatakbo ang simbahan. Kahit si Pope pa ang magkasala sa’tin, okay lang :”> 

So anyway, I don’t know when I’ll be going back to reality. But definitely, it won’t be tomorrow. :) 

I’m not fine, I’m not okay. But it’s fine, it’s okay…

Buhay dorm.

I just got home. Or should I say dorm? Haha. Actually, I arrived here at 7:30pm, Sunday with my HS friend Alden. Then he decided to take a look at my infamous dorm/ward/bartolina. Then I went to Ministop at P. Noval because me and Jo were supposed to have dinner. But we just decided to go to a coffee shop. Mamang Taho. We texted Kim but she have a curfew so she left early and we just waited for Andre. We were there from 8:30pm to 11:30pm. Jo, me and Andre were brainstorming for my nickname. Then we texted Afu. And Bea. And to Galleria.

Aaaaaand then we decided to go to MOA. Just me, Bea, Jo and Andre. We stayed at KFC ‘till 4:00am then went back to Galleria and stayed there ‘till 5:30.

Behind the names of my friends and the places, this day/night was interesting. Made me realize things.

Beauty and imperfections. What if coincidences are meant to be’s. Happiness and joy. Light in the night. Endless search. Satisfaction and contentment. Want and need. Affection. Love.