My pink sisters and my eye bags are tired from school works :( Poor sissies. There there :(
A handwritten letter for a friend. I made this last December 19, ‘11. Unfortunately, it still hasn’t reached its supposed to be reader. I love writing letters. Pouring my heart out and meaning every word I’ve written. The thing with a handwritten letter is that it isn’t just your word left there. A part of you is taken and preserved between the words and sentences, the paragraphs and pages. Your penmanship which says half of what you’ve written, your skin that once touched the pages. The writer was the one who controlled the ink. I like hand written letters. It’s not just a part of the writer’s mind that’s left, but a part of his whole being.
After almost a month, I finally reunited with my own bed. But it feels like I haven’t left home and stayed at my dorm for weeks. Same place, same people (or in my case, same no people). I don’t know why I can’t sleep. I tried tho. So I just closed my eyes. And when I opened them, this is what I saw. Then suddenly, I felt nostalgic…
When I was in Highschool, my classes starts at 7:30 and 7:00 is the start of our Flag Ceremony. Sad to say, my laziness and “lateness” is already evident even before College. So I usually got up at 6:30-6:45 am. And when I saw this view, it reminded me of my Highschool life. Then I started to smell that “school breeze”… The trees, the cold weather, the feeling of my old uniform on my skin, the moist on the ground as I walk the covered walk. The smiles of the guard at the gate as I automatically write my name on the log book because I was late. That feeling of being at ease that makes me manage to stroll before heading to the classroom even though I’m late. The greetings of my classmates, not blockmates. I remember how I loved walking up the stairs because when I was still at the Elementary building, I’ve always looked up to that Highschool building with the thought that when I finally get the chance to be there, that’s also the time I can prove my worth as a student. Too bad that didn’t happen tho. And then I remembered what it was like before- Easy. Again, too bad I didn’t realized it then. I took advantage of it. Looking back, I realized that there’s so much I could have done. So much I could have said. So much. But I didn’t. Out of fear, out of shyness. Now, that’s one mistake I will never do again. One more year in College. And hopefully, when this feeling strikes me again after College, I will be able to say, ”Man, I did exactly what I wanted.”
Bang.
He’s a model. An HRM student. A basketball pla — Ooops! Wrong person. That’s not the main guy of my today’s (3:24 am) post. But he kinda looks like him, right? :))
Anywhooo, This is my friend/seatmate Salvador Angelo Panelo IV. I failed to make him a birthday post on his birthday last Jan. 1, so here it goes. Bawi bawi din. Haha.
First of all, I have a confession to make. Dundundundunnnnn. On our first year in College, I was excited to meet new people, especially guys. Because in my previous school, sa kasamaang palad e salat kami sa lalaki :)) I remember when I first walked in sa block ko. Sa CAL1. Tongene. Kakaunti lang din ang lalaki. Napatanong pa nga ako “Lord, baket? Bakeeeeeet?” So anyway, nalungkot ako sa block ko (landi. leche. Haha) Then after a few weeks with them, unti unti ko silang kinikilala. One time, yung seatmate ko (Hi Julia!) may pinapaabot sakin na paper. Sabi niya abot ko raw kay Angelo. Syempre, ako etong magaling na mag iisang buwan na sa block ko e hindi ko pa rin kilala kung sino ang sino. So yung utak ko, “Leche, sino ba si Angelo. Matutulog pako e.” Pero diko nga siya kilala, so binasa ko yung papel. Tapos bigla nadilat yung mata ko. It was a short story, as far as I can remember, it was about agirl and a boy and a rain and… Okay, I can’t remember. Haha! And as a lover of words, I fell in like (with the story, okay? Haha). Then ayon, nakita ko na si Angelo. I always see him sitting and just being quite. For a few days, I observed him (stalked, hoy angelo dati pa to a! :)) ) then nalaman ko, he likes reading and writing pala. And he’s quite a… vain. Haha! Tapos after “observing” him and becoming friends with him (I think through Aynna) I said… “Sige, eto nalang crush ko”. YIKEEEE! :))))
So anyway, for a few months naging crush ko ‘tong taong ‘to na laging sinasabihan ng prof ng “Oh, are you related to Atty. Panelo?” Etong taong ‘to na “rich kid”. Etong taong ‘to na We: “Oy hawakan niyo si Panelo. Baka maligaw sa MRT.” Angelo: “Oy grabe naman kayo. Nakasakay na naman ako ng train…. sa Amsterdam.”…
After a few years, here we are, di ko na siya crush pero mas maganda yung tingin ko sa kanya ngayon. He’s one of the most responsible and determined guy I’ve ever met. Basta may iatas sa kanya, siguradong bibigay niya lahat. He’s also one of the vainest people I’ve seen :)) Pero ays lang, keri niya. Cutie raw e ;) And last but not the least, he’s one of the people who believes in me, in what I can do. And I honestly, truly, genuinely thank you for that. You don’t know how much your “encouraging words” mean to me. He’s actually the first person who complimented my writing… sa talaarawan. HAHA!
He really loves taking photos and having his picture taken. He loves to explore new things… except courting a girl. HAHAHA! He’s the first rich dude na nakilala ko ng ubod ng kuripot. Pero sabi ko dati, “ay eto yung taong hindi mo madadala kung saan saan. Rich kid e.” But boy, he proved me wrong. Mapa sa high class, middle class, lower class… Restaurant, fast food o sa carinderia - ayos na ayos. He’s the oldest in our block but I think, he’s the youngest… young at heart e. Ayos.
Pag may lakad kayo then may magsasabi, uy gusto ko ng souvenir. Gusto ko ng picture… Wag ka mag alala, sagot ni Panelo yan! Hahahaha!
Basta pag ikaw naging Doctor na o Lawyer man, Photographer or Blogger, wag mo kalimutan yung taong lagi mong kakurutan sa World Lit class dahil ayaw mag recite. Okay ba? Haha!
DORAEMON! :))
Doraemon/Bang,
Belated/ advance Happy Birthday my friend! HAPPY FEBRUARY 22! HAHAHAHA! Luffsyew! >:D< *secret handshake*
*Maybe someday you will really rule teh world :)*
(c) Angelo Panelo
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Good way to end January! :D So because my tongue longs for that bitter taste, I did the honor of initiating a session. Jejeje. So we had a couple of bottles buckets at Hanagob (?), this new inuman/kainan in front of my dorm. Mika (welcome baaack! Haha), Rose, Kay, Dre, Bea, Pit followed, and Kay’s friend, Carl.
At around 11 I called Dre and I said that I would go to their dorm because we’re going out. I got there and Juene is also drunk. So we waited for Bea and I said that we’re going to MOA.
We’re supposed to experience MOA’s eyeunfortunately when we got there, they decided to close it :|Sooooo, we’re standing there, with this kind of face… just imagine us =))
Eeeee nagmakaawa pa si Andre, but no. Soooo, while Andre and Juene were arguing, Bea decided to pose. HAHAHA!
After thinking of other places where we could have fun, we decided to just stay there. Naglakadlakad, naghahanap ng tatambayan. We noticed there were no cars on the other side of the lane… we decided to lay there! Amaaaazing! :)) We were laying there when we saw this cop and we got scared so we ran. HAHA! Muntanga lang!
So we were on the big empty parking lot, and viola! Next stop namin. Dun namin kami humiga at nag star gazing instead. We sang “Yellow by Coldplay”. And sakto, nung pag stop ko ng video, we saw this bright yellow light. It was the Mall’s guards! :)) So, takot naman kami. Kaya ang sabi namin napagsaraduhan kami ng MOA’s Eye at galing pa kaming Antipolo :)) The guard was riding in a tricycle, yung pang ronda. Tapos sabi niya ipapasyal nalang raw niya kami. We were there screaming as if we were riding the roller coaster! Amaaaazing! :)) Pero isang ikot lang pala kami sa parking lot :))
So after non, naglakad lakad nalang ulit kami. Then pumasok sa empty mall which is awesooooome \m./
After all our walks, tumambay kami near sa Padi’s kasi malakas ang music. sabi ni Bea mag bar raw kami. E muka nga kaming mga naka high na mga pulube! :)) So nag “party party” kami sa gilid ng kalsada, tapat ng Padi’s, at tabi ng mga taxi driver. Yeap. Ganon kami nakakahiya. Alcohol really helped. :))
I can say that that was an amazing night. Ang gaan lang. We were laughing genuinely and just having fun. That night was amazing for me more than I can express. Thanks pink sisters! <3
010612. It was Kim and Dawn’s birthday. Two of the people who’ve had a share in molding the current Ancel. It was a Friday and I have school and so it was Kim’s birthday that was celebrated that day (i used day too much? haha). The day didn’t start well. But because we’re such cool friends and because I believe that a person’s birthday should be nothing but a special day, we made biglaan plans. I was throwing ideas like Tagaytay, Pampanga blahblah and I just said swimming. So we brainstormed for a place. And then we ended with Rose’s idea, Jed’s Island.
We ambushed Jo at the Quadri, went to the MRT Station but ‘twas closed so we negotiated with the Tricycle drivers to get us to the Terminal. And it got better! We didn’t made it to the last trip :| So we just went to the FX Terminal to Malolos. Jeep then viola! Jed’s. We got there at 1:30 am? And we’re supposed to leave at 5? It was fun. See how happy I was — I mean how happy we were…
Kups.
Sooo. Where do I start? Hm. Thing is, I like talking about my friends. And since Christmas has just passed, I’m going to talk about one of the most beautiful thing (yeap, di sila tao. HAHA!) an Almighty has given me. I’m thankful for my friends. And this thing right here is one of them.
Born December 26, 1992,
Marie Kay Anne Patricio is the younge- OOOP. This is not an Autobiography. Haha! I don’t know her before College. Kaya ikwento ko nalang yung nagkakilala kami.
May nag Gm non. Nasa fx ako pauwi. Diko naman kilala. Tapos sabi niya siya daw si Kay. Nangasar pa siya samin ni Tatang kaya natext ko siyang “Kupal”. And so Kups was born. (FYI, diko naman talaga alam ibigsabihin ng Kupal e :(.. So yun na nga, nagGm pa siya. Tapos sabi niya sakin diko pa raw siya nakakausap. Sabi ko, “Sige pag pasok mag hi ako sayo, with matching hello pa :D” Problem is, diko kilala kung sino siya. Akala ko pa nga ang pronunciation ng name niya e literal na KAY. As in bangKAY.
So the next day, nagtatago ako sa mga kaklase ko. Problema ko yun e. Pangalan at muka. I think 2nd sem ko na natugma kung sino ba ang sino. Naalala ko pa nung 1st day, nakailang tanong ako sa seatmate ko ng pangalan niya. Akala ko kasi iba ibang tao siya e. Sorry Aynna :)) So anyyyy, ayon. Habang nagpapaxerox, may lumapit sakin. Sabi, “hoy akala ko babatiin moko?” Yes! Sa wakas at natapos nako sa panghula. Siya pala si Kay. At ang pronunciation ng name niya ay “K.”
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Diko na alam pano kami naging close. Siguro dahil madalas e kami ang late? Ewan. Pero ang pinaka di ko makakalimutang memory ko sa kanya ay noong isang Wednesday ng August last 2010. Paggising ko kasi ng umaga e ang sakit ng katawan ko from football training. Nagiisip ako umabsent ng first class, at dahil alam kong pareha kami ng landas nitong bisexual humanoid nato e tinext ko siya. Sabay sabi ng “Wag nalang tayo mag first class. Punta tayong Trinoma.” Dahil isa talaga siyang huwarang estudyante aba’y pumayag agad. Nalaman nila Julia at Abby. Dahil mabait sila, sumama rin sila. So from Trinoma, nag SM Manila kami. Nanood ako ng popcorn, este nanood kami ng Ghost House at sabing “Chem nalang tayo pumasok.” Haaay. Matrapik talaga sa Maynila. Ayon, mejo nallate na kami. Malungkot ang mga muka, pero ang kalooblooban ay nagtatalon sa tuwa. Nasa tapat na kami ng UST ng nag flip coin kami. Heads = Pasok, Tails = Pasok… sa Balay. Eka nga ni Afu, “Aw, sad story.” Tails.
Balay. Alam na. Diko na ikwento. Baka ma inspire pa kayo.
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Madalas siyang kasama sa inuman, bar at basta lakwatsa. Favorite rin siya ni Sir B. Sa tingin ko rin, isa ako sa mga nakakakumbinsi dito ng biglaang overnight e. At basta, feel ko mas naging close kami nung araw na may inistatus siya sa YM. *wink*
She knows a lot of things about. She knows my secrets, my past, the good, the bad. I would love to talk about more about our friendship but this is her birthday so I’ll just talk about her in general. She is one great friend. She’s the kind of friend you’ll love to have when you’re down. She’s not that expressive with her feelings and prefer to just make you laugh that’s why when she expresses care or concern for you, you would know that it’s really sincere.
“Kahit gano pa nila sabihin na darating sila, mahirap pa rin magantay no.”
Kups, thank you for making us laugh. Thank you for breaking the awkward silence in between classes. Thank you for texting me that day because then I wouldn’t have met one person that would find me when I’m lost. Literally. (that time when you talked to my HS friends on my whereabouts. HAHAHAHA!) Ayoko masyadong madrama. Basta isa lang naman pinaulit ulit ko sayo. You’re precious, too fragile, too big for anybody’s hand. And every boy is just waiting for their turn to be a man to deserve you <3
Iloveyou Kups! Pakyooooo! Inooooooman naaaa! May kasalanan ako sayo.
Pero dimo alam yon. Sorry :)
Oops! Happy Birthday pala! :)) »:D« :* <3 Here’s to more inuman days :) (ATM ay lumalandi po siya guys. Just saying ;))
SO FAR, SO GOOD.
Yesterday, I got the last stock of Harry Potter Film Wizardry <3 Best-gift-no-one-has-given-me. I had a date with Jumie but we saw Dong, Allen and Loye while we were at Happy Lemon (dammit they still dont have my Oreo Cookies ‘n Cream :| )
I also bought a gift for my Kuya. And eff, I don’t know how to give it to him without the awkward turtleee.
Then, without plans, we tag along to Ayala Triangle. Ohmay. That was the definition of Christmas, I must say. The lighttttssssss. Ayala, please do that again next time. I’ll bring my future boyfriend there :”> <3
(c) Loye Clamor
And theeeen, at 3am, I got a drunk call. From my Mom :| Eh, what a way to start Christmas. *tear* But yeah, we had a talk. I love you Mami :’) After that, I attended the last simbang gabi. Puto bumbong and Bibingka! With Lugaw! Then, sleeeeeeep! And I woke up and found the house empty. Oh well, there’s suman on ze table. Me lovey :”>
Merry Christmas Everyone! :)
Fundador plus strawberry juice
I just got home from a session/mini reunion/party at Loye’s house. However/surprisingly/unfortunately, I was a bit goody goody today. Iono, I just don’t feel like it. But ‘twas fun though. I saw my awesomest high school friends again. Good times! ;D
Ladaladalada…
Otw home, we rode Loye’s truck and me, Errol and Alden were at the back of the truck and feeling all the wind (made me realize i wanted to flyyyyyy! :”>), I had a thought.
One year from now, the world might be ending. Might as well do the crazy stuffs. I mean, wouldn’t it be nice to die smiling? So I decided that I’m going to make a sort of bucket list! This year bitched me so I’m gonna make sure that when 2012 (or just in case, the world) ends, I’ve already redeemed myself. Lalalalalala!
Bazookaaaa!
JACK ASS!
Since my post is called Jack Ass that doesn’t mean we are too. But our love for each other might be like the movie of the same title, which is a love that will break boundaries, a love that will do anything to make our friends happy. Yes, I think I can describe our friendship like that, well I believe we are now a family.
Yesterday was a day full of excitement, happiness, and all the shitness you can think of. Spend a day with my High school friends in Sitio Seville. I can tell that this is just part one of our semestral break party. There is more to come. Here are some pictures yesterday. :)
On our way to Errol’s crib!
Here we are enjoying the drinks.
Guess who’s drunk?
Cool effects. Did some posing and booty shaking with Brydie and Rhox :)
And of course, this post should have a jump shot picture.
Well that’s us smiling, except me. I look ugly. I will do a separate post of our Black and White pictures.
What I wore:
Mickey Mouse Shirt (Hongkong Disneyland), Acid wash Shorts (altered), Black Socks, Red Sneakers (Giallo Shoes, Thailand)
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Ze talksz.
Jackass.
Welcome to Laddaland…
I’m an expert when it comes to directions, I must say.
Boredom.
Haha.
“So what we get drunk… so what we smoke weeds.. we’re just having fun… we don’t care who sees… ♫♪”
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