Tounge in ah
- i’m finally done with my OJT.
- i didn;t even know that i’ll be missing them.. they were just so so so nice that sometimes i feel like im in a church.
- i learned a lot
- my OJT didnt turned out the way i expected… but i guess i got something more
- i’m crushing on one of the employees… and yes, he gave his number… lalala
- i was able to make something that made me really proud. so cool.
- one of the supervisors is my neighbor. cooler
- i always, always look at my friends facebook profiles, tumblr and even their twitter just to see how they’re doing… if they are okay or if they have a problem… it’s cause i always want to be there for my friends
- i guess it’s not the same for them… because if they do the same, they’ll be texting me long msgs, even before i text them
- lalala
- i want myself to be my friend
- i always try to make time for my friend if they needed a friend… most of the time, i cross out distance, time and being tired as an excuse
- i guess i just dont want them to feel friendless
- i dont think my friends have the same notion
- god, i’m really hating people right now
- tangina you people. thang in eh.
- i need new people
Every word written is a feeling unexpressed.
Bang.
He’s a model. An HRM student. A basketball pla — Ooops! Wrong person. That’s not the main guy of my today’s (3:24 am) post. But he kinda looks like him, right? :))
Anywhooo, This is my friend/seatmate Salvador Angelo Panelo IV. I failed to make him a birthday post on his birthday last Jan. 1, so here it goes. Bawi bawi din. Haha.
First of all, I have a confession to make. Dundundundunnnnn. On our first year in College, I was excited to meet new people, especially guys. Because in my previous school, sa kasamaang palad e salat kami sa lalaki :)) I remember when I first walked in sa block ko. Sa CAL1. Tongene. Kakaunti lang din ang lalaki. Napatanong pa nga ako “Lord, baket? Bakeeeeeet?” So anyway, nalungkot ako sa block ko (landi. leche. Haha) Then after a few weeks with them, unti unti ko silang kinikilala. One time, yung seatmate ko (Hi Julia!) may pinapaabot sakin na paper. Sabi niya abot ko raw kay Angelo. Syempre, ako etong magaling na mag iisang buwan na sa block ko e hindi ko pa rin kilala kung sino ang sino. So yung utak ko, “Leche, sino ba si Angelo. Matutulog pako e.” Pero diko nga siya kilala, so binasa ko yung papel. Tapos bigla nadilat yung mata ko. It was a short story, as far as I can remember, it was about agirl and a boy and a rain and… Okay, I can’t remember. Haha! And as a lover of words, I fell in like (with the story, okay? Haha). Then ayon, nakita ko na si Angelo. I always see him sitting and just being quite. For a few days, I observed him (stalked, hoy angelo dati pa to a! :)) ) then nalaman ko, he likes reading and writing pala. And he’s quite a… vain. Haha! Tapos after “observing” him and becoming friends with him (I think through Aynna) I said… “Sige, eto nalang crush ko”. YIKEEEE! :))))
So anyway, for a few months naging crush ko ‘tong taong ‘to na laging sinasabihan ng prof ng “Oh, are you related to Atty. Panelo?” Etong taong ‘to na “rich kid”. Etong taong ‘to na We: “Oy hawakan niyo si Panelo. Baka maligaw sa MRT.” Angelo: “Oy grabe naman kayo. Nakasakay na naman ako ng train…. sa Amsterdam.”…
After a few years, here we are, di ko na siya crush pero mas maganda yung tingin ko sa kanya ngayon. He’s one of the most responsible and determined guy I’ve ever met. Basta may iatas sa kanya, siguradong bibigay niya lahat. He’s also one of the vainest people I’ve seen :)) Pero ays lang, keri niya. Cutie raw e ;) And last but not the least, he’s one of the people who believes in me, in what I can do. And I honestly, truly, genuinely thank you for that. You don’t know how much your “encouraging words” mean to me. He’s actually the first person who complimented my writing… sa talaarawan. HAHA!
He really loves taking photos and having his picture taken. He loves to explore new things… except courting a girl. HAHAHA! He’s the first rich dude na nakilala ko ng ubod ng kuripot. Pero sabi ko dati, “ay eto yung taong hindi mo madadala kung saan saan. Rich kid e.” But boy, he proved me wrong. Mapa sa high class, middle class, lower class… Restaurant, fast food o sa carinderia - ayos na ayos. He’s the oldest in our block but I think, he’s the youngest… young at heart e. Ayos.
Pag may lakad kayo then may magsasabi, uy gusto ko ng souvenir. Gusto ko ng picture… Wag ka mag alala, sagot ni Panelo yan! Hahahaha!
Basta pag ikaw naging Doctor na o Lawyer man, Photographer or Blogger, wag mo kalimutan yung taong lagi mong kakurutan sa World Lit class dahil ayaw mag recite. Okay ba? Haha!
DORAEMON! :))
Doraemon/Bang,
Belated/ advance Happy Birthday my friend! HAPPY FEBRUARY 22! HAHAHAHA! Luffsyew! >:D< *secret handshake*
*Maybe someday you will really rule teh world :)*
(c) Angelo Panelo
Judge me by my intentions, not by my actions.
Will ya?
013112
Good way to end January! :D So because my tongue longs for that bitter taste, I did the honor of initiating a session. Jejeje. So we had a couple of bottles buckets at Hanagob (?), this new inuman/kainan in front of my dorm. Mika (welcome baaack! Haha), Rose, Kay, Dre, Bea, Pit followed, and Kay’s friend, Carl.
At around 11 I called Dre and I said that I would go to their dorm because we’re going out. I got there and Juene is also drunk. So we waited for Bea and I said that we’re going to MOA.
We’re supposed to experience MOA’s eyeunfortunately when we got there, they decided to close it :|Sooooo, we’re standing there, with this kind of face… just imagine us =))
Eeeee nagmakaawa pa si Andre, but no. Soooo, while Andre and Juene were arguing, Bea decided to pose. HAHAHA!
After thinking of other places where we could have fun, we decided to just stay there. Naglakadlakad, naghahanap ng tatambayan. We noticed there were no cars on the other side of the lane… we decided to lay there! Amaaaazing! :)) We were laying there when we saw this cop and we got scared so we ran. HAHA! Muntanga lang!
So we were on the big empty parking lot, and viola! Next stop namin. Dun namin kami humiga at nag star gazing instead. We sang “Yellow by Coldplay”. And sakto, nung pag stop ko ng video, we saw this bright yellow light. It was the Mall’s guards! :)) So, takot naman kami. Kaya ang sabi namin napagsaraduhan kami ng MOA’s Eye at galing pa kaming Antipolo :)) The guard was riding in a tricycle, yung pang ronda. Tapos sabi niya ipapasyal nalang raw niya kami. We were there screaming as if we were riding the roller coaster! Amaaaazing! :)) Pero isang ikot lang pala kami sa parking lot :))
So after non, naglakad lakad nalang ulit kami. Then pumasok sa empty mall which is awesooooome \m./
After all our walks, tumambay kami near sa Padi’s kasi malakas ang music. sabi ni Bea mag bar raw kami. E muka nga kaming mga naka high na mga pulube! :)) So nag “party party” kami sa gilid ng kalsada, tapat ng Padi’s, at tabi ng mga taxi driver. Yeap. Ganon kami nakakahiya. Alcohol really helped. :))
I can say that that was an amazing night. Ang gaan lang. We were laughing genuinely and just having fun. That night was amazing for me more than I can express. Thanks pink sisters! <3
010612. It was Kim and Dawn’s birthday. Two of the people who’ve had a share in molding the current Ancel. It was a Friday and I have school and so it was Kim’s birthday that was celebrated that day (i used day too much? haha). The day didn’t start well. But because we’re such cool friends and because I believe that a person’s birthday should be nothing but a special day, we made biglaan plans. I was throwing ideas like Tagaytay, Pampanga blahblah and I just said swimming. So we brainstormed for a place. And then we ended with Rose’s idea, Jed’s Island.
We ambushed Jo at the Quadri, went to the MRT Station but ‘twas closed so we negotiated with the Tricycle drivers to get us to the Terminal. And it got better! We didn’t made it to the last trip :| So we just went to the FX Terminal to Malolos. Jeep then viola! Jed’s. We got there at 1:30 am? And we’re supposed to leave at 5? It was fun. See how happy I was — I mean how happy we were…
Coming Soon…
This epic story, I will soon tell. After all my “shit tons to do”…
Sooooo. ATM…..
- im at the corridor of my dorm
- few steps away from the trash can
- i look weird with my hair all tied up
- i can smell the trash
- it doesnt smell good
- i have tons to do
- i dontknow how and where to start
- the people i need to finish all these stuffs… Y U NO REPLY?
- SRSLY?! I need yo help guise
- im frustrated
- oh please
- fck slow internet connection
- fck dorm
- jeez
- god of internet, are ya sleeping? bear with me please?
- ..|..
Planning to get inked this Feb. My second one! Then my 3rd on March and 4th on June. And this time, it’ll be open for anyone’s eyes. Yadda yaddaaaa! ;)
Don.
I studied at La Consolacion from Kinder to Highshcool. Kaya nung Graduation, I didn’t worry na wala akong makukuhang medal. I got a Loyalty award yo! :)) And amazingly, I wasn’t the only one. I think batch namin ang isa sa may pinakamaraming loyalty award. One person who shared the same fate as mine is my friend and birthday celebrant (well actually 2 days ago pa. haha!) Camille Dawn Fabula Fabrero.
Dawn, Gudon, Koro. We became close I think nung first year kami. Seatmate ko siya at ang perst lab niyang si Hums. <3 :)) I don’t like the way our Math teacher teaches us that time (I like Math!) and so, Algeb became a pain in my ass. Pero nung nakatabi ko si Dawn, tinuturuan (pinapakopya) niya ako sa Assignments. And so, naging close kami. Nung first year, 4 kaming magkakasama parati. And it’s all because of Harry Potter :D
Once you have her as your friend, para ka na ring nagkaron ng isa pang nanay. She’s that caring. I don’t think papasa ang buong batch sa Algeb, Trigo, Physics, Chem at Geom ng hindi humihingi sa kanya ng tulong (kopya).
2nd year and 3rd year. Mas naging close kami. Hinatak ko siya sa Courier and ayon sakanya, ako rin ang nanghatak sakanya sa mga lakad na naging sanhi ng pagiging game niya na lagi. Ang saraaaaaaaap niyang asarin! Soooobra. Kaya favorite rin siyang asarin ng batch. Pero ang suki na mang trip sa kanya ay kami ni Charie. At ang dabest na nagawa namin so far, is noong 3rd yr. Mahabang kwento e. Summarize natin.
Cha at Ako tinawagan si Dawn at sinabing hindi na ako papasok ever —> Umiyak siya —? Umabsent kami ng Exam —> Hindi nakareview si Dawn —> Sabi namin joke lang and so magttake kami ng special exam —> Inis na inis na inis na inis si Dawn and umiyak uli siya at sinabing “hindi ko kayo tutulungan sa Exam. Manigas kayo” —> Sabi ng batch dahil malakas ang trip namin ni Cha ay wag kaming tulungan sa kung anong inexam nila —> Nauto ko si Dawn at nakakuha ng leakage —> Pasadong pasado kami ni Cha at may nahalos ma perfect na Exam, thanks Dawn! —> Dahil sa ginawa namin ni Cha ay bumaksak si Dawn sa Exams
P.S. Naniwala si Capati nung sinabi naming kaya kami umabsent e dahil magpapakamatay kami. Benta talaga.
Caring, matalino, masipag and with a golden voice. Naging officer siya sa CAT, Editor-in-Chief ng school paper and at the same time, Honor student. Galing no? Pero soooobrang matatakutin siya. As in gumawa ka lang ng mumu voice, tititigan ka niya, hahampasin, at maglalakad ng mabilis. Siya si Dawn. Pero ang isa pang nakakabilib sakanya ay ang family niya. Sikat ang Fabrero sa school. Dahil 6 silang magkakapatid at halos lahat sakanila ay Honor. Halos every year rin e may grumagraduate sakanila. Amazing.
Everyday kami dati naguusap, everyday telebabad, siya nagaayos ng damit ko pag mag COCC na, siya taga sabi ng reviewers, taga pakopya ng assignments, masarap ang lasagna nila (HEAVEN) at masarap mag overnight sa bahay nila. Literal. Masarap dahil sa dami lagi ng pagkain.
Dawn, sobrang tagal na nating friends. And simula nung hindi tayo naging classmate e mejo nag drift apart tayo. However, nung nagpunta ka sa UST and nagkwentuhan tayo, naramdaman ko ulit si Dawn. And I actually got more than that. You gave me a chance magpakilala ulit and you also showed me a part of yourself na hindi namin nakikita. My highschool life would be sooooooo much different and boring if you didn’t become a part of it. I am so proud of what you’ve already accomplished and I know na someday, not a single soul na kilala mo ang hindi magsasabi na “Proud ako sayo.” Whether ikaw ay isang future designer, future dancer, future writer, future reporter, future lawyer or future wife ni tatang, I would like to say na kagaya nung Christmas gift mo sakin nung elementary tayo, “Friends Forever” :)
Happy Birthday and Ilooooooooveyouuuuu! >:D<
KORO! KORO! KORO! HUMILITY AND EDWIN FOREVER! <3
Honey
It started before Christmas vacation, 1st year. Our Professor asked us to make a Christmas card and have everyone signed it. My friend Stace wrote “Ancel Baby Ko! :D” and Kim said “inggit ako, ako rin!” And so, she wrote
“Honey ko! :)
Merry Christmas! Wag na iyak ah? Dito lang ako. Ingat ka. Mahal kita. Honey ko! -Kim :)”
*Wala yung USB ng cam ko, diko mapicturan yung card! :|
Nagdrama ata kasi ako nung sa Corregidor? :)) After niyan, nagkatext na kami. And nagulat lang naman ako sa pagiging open niya. We were texting and she’s asking for advice. Syempre, field ko yon kaya todo bigay ako ng advice. Then bigla niyang sabi “Pero girl siya ah. Haha.” Girl pala yung sinasabi niyang partner. E di syempre ako tong si gulat. :))
After non, we’ve had a share of stories. Naging close kami. Pero dahil mabait pa siya DATI, hindi siya kasama sa bonding with most of my friends. Ang inuman. Kaya lagi lang kami nagkkwentuhan. Pero ang highlight ng friendship namin ay 3rd year 1st sem A.Y. 2011-2012.
DUNDUNDUNDUNNNN….
Hindi lang isang beses kami nagkaalitan. Not twice. Not trice. Mejo maraming beses na rin yon. I can say that she’s one of the people who turned my world upside down. Yung tipong isa sa mga taong malaki ang nacontribute sa kung sino si Ancel ngayon. Salamin kami e. Like what I said before, I don’t know how and why will I be thankful sa lahat ng naging away namin. After nga lahat nang nangyari, I thought never na magiging magkaibigan ulit kami. Pero syempre, including Nika, we build a better friendship. From bitter to better. Kaming tatlo (Nika) angmasasabi kong drama queens :)) Wag kayong sasali sa usapan namin kapag kamikami magkakasama. Malulugmok kayo. :))
She’s one of the strongest person I know. Kung sa tingin niyo, worth it na iyakan yang problema niyo, ay, kausapin niyo to at tanungin kung ano mga pinagdaan niya. Baka sa susunod pag nagkaproblema kayo, imbis na umiyak, magcelebrate pa kayo. Haha.
Kim, “Pinsan”, Honey, thank you for being one of the persons who messed up my 2011. Dahil kung hindi dahil don, I will not have better feet to help me stand. Thank you sa mga away kasi magagandang lessons yung dala non. Sana dumami pa ang minions mo. Tip ko lang din, next time wag ka na magdorm. Sayang bayad. Transient ka lang naman don e. Thank you at natuto ka ng sumamama inuman. Space cake. Atttttt…. laging tandaan na ang isang araw ay may 24 hours ;D
Halos lahat na nasabi ko sayo. Kaya more inuman at chill days, more landi to you more problema and more biglaan days to come! :D Happy Birthday! Looooveyouuuuu! »:D«
Plans for the holiday:
- Quizzes
1. Clinical Psychology
2. Organizational Development - Chapters 4-8
3. Psychology on Exceptional Children - Intellectual and Learning Disabilites and DSM Multiaxial Classification
4. World Literature:
a. An Introduction
b. The Velveteen Rabbit
c. Sonnet 29
d. The Myth of Sisyphus
e. God is Love When She Prays My Name
f. Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening
g. Sandra
- Research: Chapters 1&2 of the Thesis
- Test Construction Letter and Take home seatwork
- OD Case Study (2)
- Report on Group Dynamics (i still dont know my topic. eff )
- Report on PEC (Autism and Child Disintegrative Disorder)
Kups.
Sooo. Where do I start? Hm. Thing is, I like talking about my friends. And since Christmas has just passed, I’m going to talk about one of the most beautiful thing (yeap, di sila tao. HAHA!) an Almighty has given me. I’m thankful for my friends. And this thing right here is one of them.
Born December 26, 1992,
Marie Kay Anne Patricio is the younge- OOOP. This is not an Autobiography. Haha! I don’t know her before College. Kaya ikwento ko nalang yung nagkakilala kami.
May nag Gm non. Nasa fx ako pauwi. Diko naman kilala. Tapos sabi niya siya daw si Kay. Nangasar pa siya samin ni Tatang kaya natext ko siyang “Kupal”. And so Kups was born. (FYI, diko naman talaga alam ibigsabihin ng Kupal e :(.. So yun na nga, nagGm pa siya. Tapos sabi niya sakin diko pa raw siya nakakausap. Sabi ko, “Sige pag pasok mag hi ako sayo, with matching hello pa :D” Problem is, diko kilala kung sino siya. Akala ko pa nga ang pronunciation ng name niya e literal na KAY. As in bangKAY.
So the next day, nagtatago ako sa mga kaklase ko. Problema ko yun e. Pangalan at muka. I think 2nd sem ko na natugma kung sino ba ang sino. Naalala ko pa nung 1st day, nakailang tanong ako sa seatmate ko ng pangalan niya. Akala ko kasi iba ibang tao siya e. Sorry Aynna :)) So anyyyy, ayon. Habang nagpapaxerox, may lumapit sakin. Sabi, “hoy akala ko babatiin moko?” Yes! Sa wakas at natapos nako sa panghula. Siya pala si Kay. At ang pronunciation ng name niya ay “K.”
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Diko na alam pano kami naging close. Siguro dahil madalas e kami ang late? Ewan. Pero ang pinaka di ko makakalimutang memory ko sa kanya ay noong isang Wednesday ng August last 2010. Paggising ko kasi ng umaga e ang sakit ng katawan ko from football training. Nagiisip ako umabsent ng first class, at dahil alam kong pareha kami ng landas nitong bisexual humanoid nato e tinext ko siya. Sabay sabi ng “Wag nalang tayo mag first class. Punta tayong Trinoma.” Dahil isa talaga siyang huwarang estudyante aba’y pumayag agad. Nalaman nila Julia at Abby. Dahil mabait sila, sumama rin sila. So from Trinoma, nag SM Manila kami. Nanood ako ng popcorn, este nanood kami ng Ghost House at sabing “Chem nalang tayo pumasok.” Haaay. Matrapik talaga sa Maynila. Ayon, mejo nallate na kami. Malungkot ang mga muka, pero ang kalooblooban ay nagtatalon sa tuwa. Nasa tapat na kami ng UST ng nag flip coin kami. Heads = Pasok, Tails = Pasok… sa Balay. Eka nga ni Afu, “Aw, sad story.” Tails.
Balay. Alam na. Diko na ikwento. Baka ma inspire pa kayo.
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Madalas siyang kasama sa inuman, bar at basta lakwatsa. Favorite rin siya ni Sir B. Sa tingin ko rin, isa ako sa mga nakakakumbinsi dito ng biglaang overnight e. At basta, feel ko mas naging close kami nung araw na may inistatus siya sa YM. *wink*
She knows a lot of things about. She knows my secrets, my past, the good, the bad. I would love to talk about more about our friendship but this is her birthday so I’ll just talk about her in general. She is one great friend. She’s the kind of friend you’ll love to have when you’re down. She’s not that expressive with her feelings and prefer to just make you laugh that’s why when she expresses care or concern for you, you would know that it’s really sincere.
“Kahit gano pa nila sabihin na darating sila, mahirap pa rin magantay no.”
Kups, thank you for making us laugh. Thank you for breaking the awkward silence in between classes. Thank you for texting me that day because then I wouldn’t have met one person that would find me when I’m lost. Literally. (that time when you talked to my HS friends on my whereabouts. HAHAHAHA!) Ayoko masyadong madrama. Basta isa lang naman pinaulit ulit ko sayo. You’re precious, too fragile, too big for anybody’s hand. And every boy is just waiting for their turn to be a man to deserve you <3
Iloveyou Kups! Pakyooooo! Inooooooman naaaa! May kasalanan ako sayo.
Pero dimo alam yon. Sorry :)
Oops! Happy Birthday pala! :)) »:D« :* <3 Here’s to more inuman days :) (ATM ay lumalandi po siya guys. Just saying ;))
So what we get drunk? So what we smoke weed? We’re just having fun. We don’t care who sees. So what we go out? That’s how its supposed to be. Living young and wild and free.
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