Sooooo. ATM…..

  • im at the corridor of my dorm
  • few steps away from the trash can
  • i look weird with my hair all tied up
  • i can smell the trash
  • it doesnt smell good
  • i have tons to do
  • i dontknow how and where to start
  • the people i need to finish all these stuffs… Y U NO REPLY?
  • SRSLY?! I need yo help guise
  • im frustrated
  • oh please
  • fck slow internet connection
  • fck dorm
  • jeez
  • god of internet, are ya sleeping? bear with me please? 
  • ..|..

Plans for the holiday:

  • Quizzes

1. Clinical Psychology
2. Organizational Development - Chapters 4-8
3. Psychology on Exceptional Children - Intellectual and Learning Disabilites and DSM Multiaxial Classification
4. World Literature:
 

a. An Introduction
b. The Velveteen Rabbit
c. Sonnet 29
d. The Myth of Sisyphus
e. God is Love When She Prays My Name 
f. Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening
g. Sandra 

  • Research: Chapters 1&2 of the Thesis
  • Test Construction Letter and Take home seatwork
  • OD Case Study (2)
  • Report on Group Dynamics (i still dont know my topic. eff )
  • Report on PEC (Autism and Child Disintegrative Disorder)

Let’s try this again one more time, tumblr!

It’s been, I think, almost a month since my last post. And man, everyday of July is no ordinary. I swear :/ So yeah, a lot of things happened last month. And tomorrow is the start of my Prelims week. Gotta do a disk cleanup on my hippocampus to make room for all of these subjects. Oha, estudyante ako ngayon! :)) 

Prelims!!

Psychodiagnostics Lab and Lecture. Experimental Psych Lab and Lecture. Current Issues (Filipino Psychology). Philippine Literature. Abnomral Psychology. Idustrial/Organizational Psychology.

Lalalala. Bring it on, bacon! \:D/ \:D/

Can I use the word interesting?

Sooo. This day was… interesting. I guess?

I stayed up late last night because I’ve read 3 journals for our “Current Issues” subject because we thought that we would have a recitation based on those. Apparently, we got the instructions wrong and our Prof was only referring to the 1st article, not ALL the articles. Eff -.- I also, at last, had my first class in “Experimental Psychology Lab.” And our Profs were kind enough to welcome me with a quiz. Eff #2 -.-

And the highlight of the day issss…. dundundundunnnnn…

Our “Industrial/Organizational Psychology” class!

Before our class, we went to the library (yes guys, I’m now working on my allergy — the library) and TRIED reading our I/O book. But instead, we were like playing the weakest link. One by one, we fell asleep. Haha! Soooo 11:30, I/O class. This is how our class went…

Now, I don’t think that interesting is the appropriate word for this entry. Haha!

Our Professor, Ma’am Ces, shared a story about her Dad. She read to us the speech of her Dad on his graduation last May. Then after that, we talked about Dads. She even gave us a break to call or text our Dad. Julia and Andre were looking at me. Even Kay asked me to at least text my Dad. But I just sit there. I remembered my last post about my Dad. Many of us cried. I tried not to cry tho. And yep, I failed. Ma’am Ces said that it took her 40 years to heal the wound. That wound. And now I’m thinking, I’ll be turning 18 this month. Will I still need to wait 22 years to reach that realization? 

One of my blockmates, I think her name is Jovelyn, shared her thoughts. Her Dad died when she was 8. She said that we’re lucky enough to have a Dad. Cherish the moment. Say what you want to say before it’s too late… I’d be lying if I said that those words didn’t hit me. But Ancel, why? 

I guess what goes through my head at that time is that change SHOULD be constant. A slap on your face if you said that I didn’t tried to at least reattach the strings between me and my Dad. Believe me, I did. I think it happens almost every after Recollection and Retreat. But every time I put medicine on that wound, something happens. And before I know it, the wound becomes deeper. And I’m afraid that if I continue doing it, it will just become deeper and deeper to the point that it will completely cut me. Change SHOULD be constant. I guess if I decided to reconcile with my Dad, I should stick with that decision. It’s either forgive or not. 

Ironically, I received a message from my Dad. Wow…

“Cel, musta ka na? Ingat ka.”

One thing’s for sure tho, the last thing that will be turning into stone is my heart… kidding, it’ll be my Amygdala and Hypothalamus! :’)