this better be worth it.

Tounge in ah

  • i’m finally done with my OJT.
  • i didn;t even know that i’ll be missing them.. they were just so so so nice that sometimes i feel like im in a church.
  • i learned a lot
  • my OJT didnt turned out the way i expected… but i guess i got something more
  • i’m crushing on one of the employees… and yes, he gave his number… lalala
  • i was able to make something that made me really proud. so cool.
  • one of the supervisors is my neighbor. cooler
  • i always, always look at my friends facebook profiles, tumblr and even their twitter just to see how they’re doing… if they are okay or if they have a problem… it’s cause i always want to be there for my friends
  • i guess it’s not the same for them… because if they do the same, they’ll be texting me long msgs, even before i text them
  • lalala
  • i want myself to be my friend
  • i always try to make time for my friend if they needed a friend… most of the time, i cross out distance, time and being tired as an excuse
  • i guess i just dont want them to feel friendless
  • i dont think my friends have the same notion
  • god, i’m really hating people right now
  • tangina you people. thang in eh.
  • i need new people
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sanamalungkotnalangulitmunaangmgataoparamangailangansilangkaibigan.parabalancenamanforonce.kelanganinnilakokasingayonekelangankosilabow.emoputa.

thing is, i have high expectations of people. i have high expectations on my friends. that’s why i don’t say much of my problems out loud because i tend to always expect more. the moment i tell you my problem, i’ll expect you to make me feel better. i’ll hate it if you’ll just simply say ”you can do it”, ”let it go”, ”pray”. i know all those stuffs. what i wanted to hear is your sincerity -your presence. making me feel better doesn’t mean that i expect you to come up with a solution to my problem, rather, even if out of words, you’ll give me your silent stare, your warm touch and a minute to make me feel that i deserve more than ‘this’.

do not hear me but listen to me. do not read my sentences, rather, understand my words. do not touch me, just taste me if you can. the words and sounds that might reach your ear from my mouth is different from the words and silence i scream inside my head.

”…………”

im scared. really really scareddddd.

this is the reason why i sleep early. i have a coffee shop inside my head. my thoughts wont sleep. fck, i hate having a brain. =))

sometimes i wonder what is better: to be someone’s happy friend or sad friend.

HAPPY FRIEND - someone you can always have fun with. someone who can always get drunk with you. no dull moments. no sad moments.

SAD FRIEND - someone who can always be there when you’re sad. gives you advice and words of encouragement. someone who’s there when everybody’s phone lines are busy.

thing is, everybody wants to be happy that’s why they prefer the happy friend. lucky for them to have a sad friend. unfortunately, they’re the happy friend for their sad friends.

damn. i hate seeing people happy. ha! 

the day has arrived

the day when another human being cant help it but feel depressed. hahahaha! :))

5, 10 years from now.

let’s see. hm.

life would be so much worth it if these are the things we could do everyday. however, behind those words, no one has written that everyday… someone you know might die, you might disappoint your mom because you fail your exams, your friend might turn her back from you because she no longer needs you, you might not get that job, someone is being raped, someone lost the thing he treasures most, someone failed to graduate, someone gets rejected by his girlfriend, someone is on the brink of committing suicide… circumstances change. unexpected things happen everyday- most of it, we don’t want. we might not be able to do these things everyday, but it is important to have the hope that someday we will. we will. someday. ;D
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life would be so much worth it if these are the things we could do everyday. however, behind those words, no one has written that everyday…

someone you know might die, you might disappoint your mom because you fail your exams, your friend might turn her back from you because she no longer needs you, you might not get that job, someone is being raped, someone lost the thing he treasures most, someone failed to graduate, someone gets rejected by his girlfriend, someone is on the brink of committing suicide…

circumstances change. unexpected things happen everyday- most of it, we don’t want. we might not be able to do these things everyday, but it is important to have the hope that someday we will.

we will. someday. ;D

(via hifromarz)

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…it is because we don’t always get what we want :)

Feeling a bit better! :D But take note of the word “bit”, please. Fragile’s still written on this girl’s forehead, sad to say. :)) Sooo, big day tomorrow! We’ll go to the “company” and try to snatch our first practicum/work for the summer. *crosses fingers* Wish me and my pink sisters luck! \:D/